~HERE I AM~

This is my life.
It's like a roller coaster.
Always a different thrill each day.
For it's never be the same ride for all.
Sometimes it's up,
Sometimes it's down.
Twisting and turning,
Through thick and thin,
Ups and downs.
I scream, I shout,
I cry and I laugh.
No matter how hard this ride seems to be,
I just got to get through with it
And have faith in myself.
WELCOME TO MY WORLD!

Monday, October 26, 2009

- A Day To Be Cherish

My 17th Bithday
Celebrated on October, 25th 2009

Words can't be describe how much I love u all..

Thank you for the night!
You all made me happy.
The Smiles of friendship,
We showed for each other that night
Will last in my memories..
Let it grows and will never be an ending
Even we are apart from each other..



Congratulations to you guys!!!
You've made me CRIED!!!
It touched me so so much..
Even there was a TECHNICAL ERROR..
No worries my cute sis Irene..You guys did a great job!)
I hope the vid clip will work in this blog =)





Two of my cute sisters;
Aerith and Irene,
The word thank you is not enough for all the effort you have done..
I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH ♥

Aerith, Irene, Bonnie, Katary, Pristty, Chaisky, Karen Chu..
I'd appreciate for all your FRIENDSHIP..
No regrets having you all =)

Teacher Rui Ru,
Thank you for the advice..I MISS YOU!



LOUISE LIM))))
Though my words can't describe how much I miss you..
But..
The fact,
I truly MISSING YOU =(
Loads of love for you..
Counting the days to see you back in SABAH..


~ My Dear Roy~
Thank you for the song,
Though it wasn't sounds like the origin singer..
Yet,
It still soothe my ears =p

We have been friends since i was 13.
I am grateful and blessed for our remaining relationship.
I wish nothing but the Best!
I Love You))))

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Finally,
I would like to thank to all of my friends
Near and far away
For your lovely greetings through SMS and FB..
You all are the greatest of all!

- Reborn

Time really flies..
Another year has passed..

Today,
October 26th, 2009
I am turning into 17th =)

~MOM AND DAD~

To the ones whom I owe my life
Who've known me since my birth,
Who loved each other more than enough
To bring me into this earth.
Who've raised me up knowing right from wrong
Who taught me how to read and write,
Who laughed, and played and sang with me
And tucked me in at night.

Words can never thank you enough
For all your love and tears,
That have shaped me into who I am today.
Over these many years.
I want you to know that I love you both
More than words can say.

Mom and Dad,
I'm turning into a grown up girl now.
Nevertheless,
I would always be your BIG BABY which
You both used to call.
I couldn't have asked the Lord above
For better parents than you.
Thank you, Mom and Dad
For your immense sacrifice!

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Carmen Liong =D

Lucky we were born on the same day and year..
An assurance, you will never forgotten
Especially on this special occasion =)
Wishing a very happy birthday
to a gem of a friend!

Hope you look back and feel proud of all you've achieved
And look ahead on all that you are aiming for.

P/S : Soon you'll be leaving for UK. Hope you for the best.
Study well and take care always.

GOOD LUCK !

Monday, October 12, 2009

- Happy Birthday Pristty

~October, 12th, 2009~

On this very special day,
A Symphony of roses,
Sweet perfume in the air,
Carried upon wings of love
Heartfelt wishes I want to share...

I wish you sunshine each day
To warm you from head to toe,
Peace and perfect harmony
To follow you wherever you go.
I wish you nothing but good things
For you truly do deserve the best!

As you travel on life's way,
Have a blessed day,
May your heart be filled with wonders.
I pray for your day,
Full with love and joy of every kind.

May the world rise to greet you,
With hopes you will find peace and happiness,
Contentment in your heart.
May you find all these gracefulness,
The ones that you impart.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


Exam is UP!

Good Luck to ME
And
To everyone as well!!
Gambatte ne!

Monday, September 28, 2009

- Unforgettable Moments : Sept, 27th 2009

We never know how much we misses and loves someone until the time we need to be apart..

**Our life would not have been the same without friends**

As they are the people we called FRIENDS..
With whom we are able to speak about our fear, ambitions and about anything without any fear...
But this is it!!!
A reality that we all have to face,
When we are in school,
We make friends with our classmates and schoolmates
But as we need to go to college and enter the campus of universities,
We still have to say GOODBYES =(

~To all my friends in the 2009 School Dance club~
First of all,
I'd like to thank all of you with all my Heart and Soul,
For always believing in me from Day One
And constantly encouraging me in dancing..
I am appreciating myself for being gifted such a beautiful and wonderful Friends!!!
From the very second,
That Fate brought us together,
You all have been my Rock and my Inspiration ..
All of you have always deserved a place in the Dance Industry,
Bring it on and go for it!
Do the best of the best and be proud of yourselves.

**********

~ My EverDearest Dancing Teachers~
I will miss YOU ALOTSSS!
Thank you so much for everything..
Without YOU I'm just NOBODY..
YOU are the winds beneath my wings..

**********

~ To My Dear Irene ~
You will always be the cutest one,
I love you as much as you love me..
Knowing you as a friend is the precious thing in my life.
Always do take care of yourself,
I will miss you and your cutest smiles especially =)

**********

~ To One & Only Pristty ~
I know both of us are going to miss each other,
Remember you will always be in my heart,
Nothing will fade it away..
My Little Sister,
With or without me,
You have to move on and be strong,
Never get lost..PROMISE ME?
Just be yourself,
And never bother whatever things going around
that might let you down..
If it does,
Just smiles, think positive and everything going to be fine.
Sooner or later,
I will always miss and love you from faraway..Hugs!

**********

~ To Aerith My Understanding Sister ~
I love you for just being yourself,
Never change for somebody unless it is for improvements,
You can't be like HER,
But each and one of you have your own specialities in my heart..
I'm saying this from the very deepest of my heart
And sincerely to tell you,
You're one of the best person that I ever met..
It is the saddest thing..
As, in future i'm not able to share things
And be next to you,
In good or bad times..
I'm going to miss everything of you =(
I will cherish every moments we spent together..
I love you Sister!

**********

~ To Shuk Ying, Kimberly, Bong ~
Wish you guys ALL THE BEST IN FUTURE!

**********


There may be the ocean between us,
As we are going to live thousands miles away,
But all of you will always remain,
Close to my heart,
Deep in my thoughts,
You all will forever stay...

Before i end it up,
Allow me to wrap up everything by saying..
If there ever comes a day,
When we all can't be together,
Keep me in your heart,
I will stay there forever ..
You all have my loves and hugs..


Sunday, September 20, 2009

- Take A Break

As you read it, may you smile, which will bring you instant stress relief..

~DAILY SURVIVAL KIT~

Toothpick, Rubber band, Band aid, Pencil, Eraser, Chewing gum, Mint, Candy kiss, Tea bag

Why?

1. Toothpick -
to remind you to pick out the good qualities in everyone, including yourself.

2. Rubber band -
to remind you to be flexible:
Things might not always work out the way you want, but it will be work out.

3. Band aid -
to remind you to heal hurt feelings, either yours or someone else's

4. Eraser -
to remind you that everyone makes mistakes, and it's OK.
We learn by our errors.

5. Candy kiss -
to remind you that everyone needs a kiss or a hug every day.

6. Mint -
to remind you that you are worth a mint!

7. Chewing gum -
to remind you to stick with it and you can accomplish anything

8. Pencil -
to remind you to list your blessings everyday

9. Tea bag -
to remind you to relax daily and go over your list of blessings


Sometimes the smallest thing can help people deal with stress - these kits are small but their meaning can be worth more than the most expensive gift!

Saturday, September 19, 2009

- Smiggle : You & Me

Since the day you left,
Haven't tell you that I luv the stuffs very much.
~ Thank you ~

Something I must admit it here,
Those stuffs always go with me..
The only thing I have
To make me feel,
You were close to me..
Somehow,
Still regrets the absence of..
Your giggles,
Your voices,
And Your jokes =((((

Remember this????

Let me confide..
The day I received the text,
I felt so upset...
Could only see and read,
Yet I was unable to reply..

Well...

Nothing to be SHY here...
I've NO CREDIT during that time...LOL))))))

PSSTTT..

Let me tell you a secret...
I MISS YOU TOO SOPO)))))

Friday, September 11, 2009

- To Whom It May Concern

Today you'd came to me..
Expressed how much you've missed
All the past time we had.

Earnestly,
When I looked through your eyes,
It made me realize..
How much you need my support,
How much you need someone to share with,
For all your hardship in life.

I understand..

I am sincerely apologise,
As I might not always be there for you,
When I'm in need..
Hoping you to understand,
As I have my own commitment to get it done,
Right now, At this moment..

By fair means,
Always bare in your mind..


Life is just like a mirror,
What you see out there,
You must first see inside of you..
And what you expect from others,
You must first expect it from yourself..
Have faith in you,
Because with every difficulties there is relief.

I trust on you,
You can, You will get over it!

From a distance,
I wish you all the best in world.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

- One Of A Kind


Aaaaaiiiiiiiiigggggggggghhhhhhhaaah!
FINGER MONKEYS!!
I can't handle it!! They are so impossibly cute,
It almost makes my head explode!



Friday, September 4, 2009

- Five Is Better Than Four (We Miss You)

I Miss My Brother..
I was shocked when my mom told me that my brother admitted to SMC.
I was wordless and thoughtless for a moment.

I know sometimes we do have a fight but deep inside my heart
I always care and love my brother.
For this past two days, home was so quiet.
I hate this moment so much..
Whenever i passed his room and saw it was empty.
It's killing me inside...
What i could say, it's TOTALLY different without HIM at home.

**SIGH**

The only thing i could do right now is praying for his fast recovery.
God please take care of my brother.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

- Finally...

BACK TO SCHOOL AGAIN!


Alarm not functioned!

Alright, i have to admit it..

I had forgotten to set the ALARM clock =)


Thanks for the LOUD KNOCKED..LOL)))
You saved me DAD..Thanks so much!

On other matters,
I should really discipline myself and start studying.
SPM is not that far away,
And there is so much I have yet to commit to memory.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

- Happy 52th Merdeka Day


Happy 52th Merdeka Day to all Malaysians in advance.

I read this article and good to share to all of you..

The meaning behind the date '31' of Merdeka Day.

The Merdeka is a Sanskrit word "Mahardika" which means unlimited freedom or independence. When Indonesia proclaimed self-Independence in 1945 from the Dutch, they used the word Mahardika but adapted the word to Indonesian "merdeka" which means freedom from slavery, colonisation and independent of others. Compared to other SEA except Phillipines, Indonesia was colonized longer than any other country for more than 300 hundred years. They fought hard for 5 years, forming river of bloods to achieve merdeka.

But Malaysia is a Land of Ong where we were granted merdeka with peace and harmony. It is truly a land of peace (Sanskrit, shanti) and harmony (Sanskrit :santosa/sajahtera) and in Latin pax/quies quietis.

Why the date 31st and not others?
Quoted from the Governor of Penang, YAB Tun Dato' Seri Haji Abdul Rahman bin Haji Abbas who said,

"3 races (Malay, Chinese and Indian) uniting with one heart to attain independence from the 1 colonizer, British. And that is why the date 31 was chosen.

And why August, my guess August means venerated, grand, magnificient, noble, awe, inspiring. So August month is a venerated and noble month for auspicious and magnificient event Merdeka. People in the West sometimes name their new born baby in August as Augustus etc. So any new born baby in Malaysia on the 31st can try the names of Merdeka(freedom)/Ogos/August. Sweet isnt it? We have names like Juli (July), May, March, Khamis, Jumaat and I know an Indian man with the name Malaysia and another one Melaka (Sanskrit name of a tree) where Merdeka was celebrated. Their parents must surely be very patriotic and hope we all have the same spirit forever.

To share with all peace loving Malaysians'
Here is the last mantra of Rigveda… A verse which is dedicated to the human world and is a prayer for harmony and peace among us.

samani va akutih samana hrdayani vah samanamastu vomano yatha vah susahasati

(Source: Concluding part of Rigveda, I qouted this mantra not for chanting but for readers to digest the meaning)
Meaning: Let there be oneness in your resolutions, hearts and minds. Let the strength to live with mutual co-operation be firm in you all.

This mantra comes back to the simplicity of the fact of being human: a union of hearts and a oneness of spirit, the overcoming of isolating individualisms by harmonious living together, because Man as person is always society and yet not plural.

Friday, August 28, 2009

- Believe It Or Not ? It's Just For Fun!!




Moles! Moles! Moles!

Moles and what they say about you The Chinese Almanac, also known as the Tung Shu, is commonly known as a book of auspicious and inauspicious dates, but there is so much more to the Tung Shu than that. It is a vast mine of information relating to astrology, codes and symbols, derived by the wise sages and philosophers of ancient China . Here are the secrets from the almanac regarding moles on your face and what they mean depending on which part of your face they appear.

First, check your face for any moles, and then look at the diagram above to identify the number(s) that are a closest match to the moles on your face. Usually, the moles only hold meaning for you if they are prominent and they are the only one. If your face if full of spots, acne or "little" moles, they do not count. When you've ascertained which position corresponds to the mole on your face, look up the meanings listed by numbers below.

Position 1 to 3
As a child, you are somewhat rebellious and a free spirit. You have an innate creativity and work best when you are given a free hand. Generally, your superiors like your avante garde approach to life. If you have a mole here, you are far better off in business and being your own boss rather than working for somebody. What is promising is that you have the luck to be your own boss.

Position 4
You are an impulsive person, often acting with a flamboyance that gives you charisma and a sparkling personality, but you can be difficult when there are too many opinions. You tend to be rather argumentative, but never to the point of holding grudges. This mole tends to give you an explosive temper and should you decide to remove it, you will find yourself becoming calmer and more at peace with the world.

Position 5
A mole above the eyebrow indicates that there is wealth luck in your life, but you will need to earn it and work harder than most people. All the income you make must be carefully kept as there are people who are jealous of you who might attempt to sweet talk you into parting with your wealth. Be wary of those who try to interest you in get-rich-quick schemes. If you have a mole here, it is advisable not to be too trusting of others. Follow your instincts and be cautious.
And never allow other people to control your finances.
Position 6
A mole here indicates intelligence, creativity and skill as an artist. Your artistic talent can bring you wealth, fame and success. It also indicates wealth luck, but this can only be fully realized if you follow your heart rather than stick to conventional means of making a living. Success will come if you are brave.

Position 7
Moles under the eyebrows indicate arguments within the extended family that cause you grief and unhappiness. This will affect your work and livelihood. It is advisable to settle any differences you have with your relatives if you want peace of mind to move ahead.

Position 8
This is not a very good position for a mole. Your financial position will constantly be under strain because of a tendency to overspend. You also have a penchant for gambling. The only thing is you must know when to stop. Meanwhile, someone with a mole here has a tendency to flirt with members of the opposite sex as well as with the same sex. Better be a little discerning where you exert your charms, or you might get into trouble.

Position 9
This mole position suggests sexual and other problems. It is an unfortunate mole and you are well advised to get rid of it. It brings a litany of woes and a parade of problems.
Position 10
A mole here just under the nose indicates excellent descendants luck. You are surrounded by family at all times and will have many children and grandchildren. You have the support of those close to you and will be both materially and emotionally fulfilled.

Position 11
Moles here suggest a tendency to succumb to illness. It is a good idea to have this mole removed especially if it is a large, dark-coloured mole. Otherwise use lots of foundation to cover it.

Position 12
A mole here foretells a successful but also a very balanced life. You are likely to be not just rich, but famous as well. But although you have every opportunity to live the high life, you will have a satisfying home and family life as well. Women with moles here are particularly lucky and tend to be beautiful and glamourous as well.

Position 13
Your children will be a big worry in your life. Your relationship with them is not good. There is nothing much you can do about this except to learn some tolerance.

Position 14
A mole here suggests a vulnerability to food which can be a big problem in your life. You may have allergies against certain foods or you may simply be eating too much.

Position 15
You are a person always on the move and constantly renovating and redesigning your house. You like to be introduced to new things and see new places. You are not happy if you remain in one place for long. You enjoy travel and adventure, and have a very observant eye.

Position 16
You need to be careful when it comes to eating, and also when it comes to your sex life. These are your two biggest problems. You tend to have weight issues which can make you depressed. You enjoy romance, sometimes with more than one person, but because you are a person with some morality, you will feel guilty about it and this will cause you much stress.

Position 17
You will be someone of great social prominence. You are active on the social scene and an excellent conversationalist. There is a tendency to become bigheaded about your success, which could lose you your good name. This will affect you deeply because you draw your confidence and self worth from what others think of you.

Position 18
You are a person always on the move. There is a great deal of overseas travel in your life, but you should take extra care each time you cross the great waters, as your mole prefers you to stay at home.

Position 19
You have money luck and many good friends, so this is a good mole to have. Your weakness is that you tend to succumb to the charms of the opposite sex. In your life, it is this that could get you into hot water, so do cool your ardour!

Position 20
A mole here can be very lucky or very unlucky. If you have a mole here, you are destined either for extreme fame or infamy. You have great flair for creativity and are also highly intelligent, but your talents can be used for both good and bad. You are not a person to be trifled with for you are no pushover and do not forgive and forget easily. This mole is a mark of someone who will go down in history either as a great or as a tyrant.

Position 21
This is a good mole, as it suggests plenty to eat and drink throughout your life. This mole also brings fame and recognition.

Position 22
Your life is always happy and things go smoothly for you. You could well become a sports superstar if you have the passion for it. Moles at the end of eyebrows also suggest a person of authority and power, so if you are the CEO of a company, you will do very well.

Position 23
You have a high IQ, and you are both brain smart and street smart. You have a highly-developed survival instinct and will lead a meaningful and long life. You will be active until a very old age and will have friends and family around you till the very end.

Position 24
You will achieve fame and fortune in your young age and you are advised to use this period to safeguard your old age, as people with moles here tend to have a harderlife as they get older.

Position 25
You will enjoy good prosperity and recognition luck, but do be careful of excesses. Stay traditional in your attitudes and you will have a long and fruitful life.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

- This Is Real, This Is Me

Well, Im kinda boring at this moment..
I thought I'd start this off by writing something here in my blog.
Its nothing WOW!
I just hope you like reading it.

Always Always Be Your Self!
By just being yourself you can accomplish quite a lot.
I hear the taunts of my past,
But I always remind myself that the past is the past,
And if I look at it all the time,
I will miss the road to the future.


I see people hiding behind masks,
Masks which could be thrown away,
And, if you have sincere friends,
They always love you for what you are,
Not for what you appear to be.

I choose to stay this way,
Nothing will ever change me,
For I want to be strong as a rock,
And just change for improvements.

Always Always Be Yourself!
For that is the best way to learn to be a better being.
I touched my face,
To make sure I am not wearing a mask.

Sometimes I get worry that people’s distinctive personality will vanish slowly
And painfully under that sham.
I feel upset when I see and think of people
Who waste their potential and personality to please a few people.

I understand that some people yearn for friends,
But they should look for them by being themselves.
Just expose our real selves,
Someday we will be able to find out who our friends are in reality!

I am me and am not an act.
I am just being myself.
Accept me for who I am.. =)


Thursday, August 20, 2009

- Someone Out There


Tonight as i lay bed,
Thoughts of you pop into my head.
I wish I had one wish,
Wishing that it could've been better.
But..
Still I lay here in a daze,
Thinking of you in so many ways.
Listening to songs that reminisce our story,
Thinking what will tomorrow brings.

Tonight as I lay bed,
Wishing you could've read my mind,
For how i felt at that one moment.
Everything seems to be simple,
Everything seems to be so right,
I want you but I can't have you.

Tonight as I lay bed,
I realised..
Sometimes, we couldn't have what we wished for,
And it's good to let it go,
To see someone we care to be happy.
I want you but i can't have you,
That's part of life,
Someday we'll be able to deal with the frustration.

Tonight as I close my eyes,
I've made up my mind,
As time flows,
We move on,
Our own way and life...

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Sunday, August 9, 2009

- Exam Is Around The Corner


AUGUST 11th IS THE DATE...


I panic and for my books I start searching,
So as exam comes near..
I start worrying with fear,
My mind are trembling with fear,
I start thinking as to WHY..
Didn't I study throughout the year...

** Sigh **




Now the little letters dance across the pages,
Flaunt and retire, and trick the tired eyes,
Sick of the strain,
The glaring light, I rise..
Yawning and stretching,
Full of empty rage..
Oh goshh...Help me break through the ice)))))

Saturday, August 8, 2009

- It Might Be You

I came across this article a while ago and found it quite interesting and might be applicable to my life. I took a little break to share it with u...

~ What you PLANT is what you REAP...
If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap victory.
If you plant consideration, you will reap harmony.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
If you plant openness, you will reap intimacy.
If you plant patience, you will reap improvements.
If you plant faith, you will reap miracles.

But..

If you plant dishonesty, you will reap distrust.
If you plant selfishness, you will reap loneliness.
If you plant pride, you will reap destruction.
If you plant envy, you will reap trouble.
If you plant laziness, you will reap stagnation.
If you plant bitterness, you will reap isolation.
If you plant greed, you will reap loss.
If you plant gossip, you will reap enemies.
If you plant worries, you will reap wrinkles.
If you plant sin, you will reap guilt

So, be careful what you plant now, it will determine what you will reap tomorrow.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

- Miles Away U're Always In My Thoughts


We've joined together as classmates,
We share and be kind as we study and play.
As each days of life passes, our friendship grows.

There are special thoughts of you and all the many nice things,
You often say and do :o)
There are memories of the times we've shared
Both bright and sunny days.
There are memories of your kindness and your friendly thoughtful ways...

Whatelse can i say?

You've touched my heart!

Nice person is what you are to me.
Now miles between us and long distance apart,
It doesnt matter as long as we remains BESTFRIEND!
I would miss you, do miss you and think of you often.

Thank you for being my very dear bestfriend.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

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