~HERE I AM~

This is my life.
It's like a roller coaster.
Always a different thrill each day.
For it's never be the same ride for all.
Sometimes it's up,
Sometimes it's down.
Twisting and turning,
Through thick and thin,
Ups and downs.
I scream, I shout,
I cry and I laugh.
No matter how hard this ride seems to be,
I just got to get through with it
And have faith in myself.
WELCOME TO MY WORLD!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

- Happy 52th Merdeka Day


Happy 52th Merdeka Day to all Malaysians in advance.

I read this article and good to share to all of you..

The meaning behind the date '31' of Merdeka Day.

The Merdeka is a Sanskrit word "Mahardika" which means unlimited freedom or independence. When Indonesia proclaimed self-Independence in 1945 from the Dutch, they used the word Mahardika but adapted the word to Indonesian "merdeka" which means freedom from slavery, colonisation and independent of others. Compared to other SEA except Phillipines, Indonesia was colonized longer than any other country for more than 300 hundred years. They fought hard for 5 years, forming river of bloods to achieve merdeka.

But Malaysia is a Land of Ong where we were granted merdeka with peace and harmony. It is truly a land of peace (Sanskrit, shanti) and harmony (Sanskrit :santosa/sajahtera) and in Latin pax/quies quietis.

Why the date 31st and not others?
Quoted from the Governor of Penang, YAB Tun Dato' Seri Haji Abdul Rahman bin Haji Abbas who said,

"3 races (Malay, Chinese and Indian) uniting with one heart to attain independence from the 1 colonizer, British. And that is why the date 31 was chosen.

And why August, my guess August means venerated, grand, magnificient, noble, awe, inspiring. So August month is a venerated and noble month for auspicious and magnificient event Merdeka. People in the West sometimes name their new born baby in August as Augustus etc. So any new born baby in Malaysia on the 31st can try the names of Merdeka(freedom)/Ogos/August. Sweet isnt it? We have names like Juli (July), May, March, Khamis, Jumaat and I know an Indian man with the name Malaysia and another one Melaka (Sanskrit name of a tree) where Merdeka was celebrated. Their parents must surely be very patriotic and hope we all have the same spirit forever.

To share with all peace loving Malaysians'
Here is the last mantra of Rigveda… A verse which is dedicated to the human world and is a prayer for harmony and peace among us.

samani va akutih samana hrdayani vah samanamastu vomano yatha vah susahasati

(Source: Concluding part of Rigveda, I qouted this mantra not for chanting but for readers to digest the meaning)
Meaning: Let there be oneness in your resolutions, hearts and minds. Let the strength to live with mutual co-operation be firm in you all.

This mantra comes back to the simplicity of the fact of being human: a union of hearts and a oneness of spirit, the overcoming of isolating individualisms by harmonious living together, because Man as person is always society and yet not plural.

Friday, August 28, 2009

- Believe It Or Not ? It's Just For Fun!!




Moles! Moles! Moles!

Moles and what they say about you The Chinese Almanac, also known as the Tung Shu, is commonly known as a book of auspicious and inauspicious dates, but there is so much more to the Tung Shu than that. It is a vast mine of information relating to astrology, codes and symbols, derived by the wise sages and philosophers of ancient China . Here are the secrets from the almanac regarding moles on your face and what they mean depending on which part of your face they appear.

First, check your face for any moles, and then look at the diagram above to identify the number(s) that are a closest match to the moles on your face. Usually, the moles only hold meaning for you if they are prominent and they are the only one. If your face if full of spots, acne or "little" moles, they do not count. When you've ascertained which position corresponds to the mole on your face, look up the meanings listed by numbers below.

Position 1 to 3
As a child, you are somewhat rebellious and a free spirit. You have an innate creativity and work best when you are given a free hand. Generally, your superiors like your avante garde approach to life. If you have a mole here, you are far better off in business and being your own boss rather than working for somebody. What is promising is that you have the luck to be your own boss.

Position 4
You are an impulsive person, often acting with a flamboyance that gives you charisma and a sparkling personality, but you can be difficult when there are too many opinions. You tend to be rather argumentative, but never to the point of holding grudges. This mole tends to give you an explosive temper and should you decide to remove it, you will find yourself becoming calmer and more at peace with the world.

Position 5
A mole above the eyebrow indicates that there is wealth luck in your life, but you will need to earn it and work harder than most people. All the income you make must be carefully kept as there are people who are jealous of you who might attempt to sweet talk you into parting with your wealth. Be wary of those who try to interest you in get-rich-quick schemes. If you have a mole here, it is advisable not to be too trusting of others. Follow your instincts and be cautious.
And never allow other people to control your finances.
Position 6
A mole here indicates intelligence, creativity and skill as an artist. Your artistic talent can bring you wealth, fame and success. It also indicates wealth luck, but this can only be fully realized if you follow your heart rather than stick to conventional means of making a living. Success will come if you are brave.

Position 7
Moles under the eyebrows indicate arguments within the extended family that cause you grief and unhappiness. This will affect your work and livelihood. It is advisable to settle any differences you have with your relatives if you want peace of mind to move ahead.

Position 8
This is not a very good position for a mole. Your financial position will constantly be under strain because of a tendency to overspend. You also have a penchant for gambling. The only thing is you must know when to stop. Meanwhile, someone with a mole here has a tendency to flirt with members of the opposite sex as well as with the same sex. Better be a little discerning where you exert your charms, or you might get into trouble.

Position 9
This mole position suggests sexual and other problems. It is an unfortunate mole and you are well advised to get rid of it. It brings a litany of woes and a parade of problems.
Position 10
A mole here just under the nose indicates excellent descendants luck. You are surrounded by family at all times and will have many children and grandchildren. You have the support of those close to you and will be both materially and emotionally fulfilled.

Position 11
Moles here suggest a tendency to succumb to illness. It is a good idea to have this mole removed especially if it is a large, dark-coloured mole. Otherwise use lots of foundation to cover it.

Position 12
A mole here foretells a successful but also a very balanced life. You are likely to be not just rich, but famous as well. But although you have every opportunity to live the high life, you will have a satisfying home and family life as well. Women with moles here are particularly lucky and tend to be beautiful and glamourous as well.

Position 13
Your children will be a big worry in your life. Your relationship with them is not good. There is nothing much you can do about this except to learn some tolerance.

Position 14
A mole here suggests a vulnerability to food which can be a big problem in your life. You may have allergies against certain foods or you may simply be eating too much.

Position 15
You are a person always on the move and constantly renovating and redesigning your house. You like to be introduced to new things and see new places. You are not happy if you remain in one place for long. You enjoy travel and adventure, and have a very observant eye.

Position 16
You need to be careful when it comes to eating, and also when it comes to your sex life. These are your two biggest problems. You tend to have weight issues which can make you depressed. You enjoy romance, sometimes with more than one person, but because you are a person with some morality, you will feel guilty about it and this will cause you much stress.

Position 17
You will be someone of great social prominence. You are active on the social scene and an excellent conversationalist. There is a tendency to become bigheaded about your success, which could lose you your good name. This will affect you deeply because you draw your confidence and self worth from what others think of you.

Position 18
You are a person always on the move. There is a great deal of overseas travel in your life, but you should take extra care each time you cross the great waters, as your mole prefers you to stay at home.

Position 19
You have money luck and many good friends, so this is a good mole to have. Your weakness is that you tend to succumb to the charms of the opposite sex. In your life, it is this that could get you into hot water, so do cool your ardour!

Position 20
A mole here can be very lucky or very unlucky. If you have a mole here, you are destined either for extreme fame or infamy. You have great flair for creativity and are also highly intelligent, but your talents can be used for both good and bad. You are not a person to be trifled with for you are no pushover and do not forgive and forget easily. This mole is a mark of someone who will go down in history either as a great or as a tyrant.

Position 21
This is a good mole, as it suggests plenty to eat and drink throughout your life. This mole also brings fame and recognition.

Position 22
Your life is always happy and things go smoothly for you. You could well become a sports superstar if you have the passion for it. Moles at the end of eyebrows also suggest a person of authority and power, so if you are the CEO of a company, you will do very well.

Position 23
You have a high IQ, and you are both brain smart and street smart. You have a highly-developed survival instinct and will lead a meaningful and long life. You will be active until a very old age and will have friends and family around you till the very end.

Position 24
You will achieve fame and fortune in your young age and you are advised to use this period to safeguard your old age, as people with moles here tend to have a harderlife as they get older.

Position 25
You will enjoy good prosperity and recognition luck, but do be careful of excesses. Stay traditional in your attitudes and you will have a long and fruitful life.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

- This Is Real, This Is Me

Well, Im kinda boring at this moment..
I thought I'd start this off by writing something here in my blog.
Its nothing WOW!
I just hope you like reading it.

Always Always Be Your Self!
By just being yourself you can accomplish quite a lot.
I hear the taunts of my past,
But I always remind myself that the past is the past,
And if I look at it all the time,
I will miss the road to the future.


I see people hiding behind masks,
Masks which could be thrown away,
And, if you have sincere friends,
They always love you for what you are,
Not for what you appear to be.

I choose to stay this way,
Nothing will ever change me,
For I want to be strong as a rock,
And just change for improvements.

Always Always Be Yourself!
For that is the best way to learn to be a better being.
I touched my face,
To make sure I am not wearing a mask.

Sometimes I get worry that people’s distinctive personality will vanish slowly
And painfully under that sham.
I feel upset when I see and think of people
Who waste their potential and personality to please a few people.

I understand that some people yearn for friends,
But they should look for them by being themselves.
Just expose our real selves,
Someday we will be able to find out who our friends are in reality!

I am me and am not an act.
I am just being myself.
Accept me for who I am.. =)


Thursday, August 20, 2009

- Someone Out There


Tonight as i lay bed,
Thoughts of you pop into my head.
I wish I had one wish,
Wishing that it could've been better.
But..
Still I lay here in a daze,
Thinking of you in so many ways.
Listening to songs that reminisce our story,
Thinking what will tomorrow brings.

Tonight as I lay bed,
Wishing you could've read my mind,
For how i felt at that one moment.
Everything seems to be simple,
Everything seems to be so right,
I want you but I can't have you.

Tonight as I lay bed,
I realised..
Sometimes, we couldn't have what we wished for,
And it's good to let it go,
To see someone we care to be happy.
I want you but i can't have you,
That's part of life,
Someday we'll be able to deal with the frustration.

Tonight as I close my eyes,
I've made up my mind,
As time flows,
We move on,
Our own way and life...

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Sunday, August 9, 2009

- Exam Is Around The Corner


AUGUST 11th IS THE DATE...


I panic and for my books I start searching,
So as exam comes near..
I start worrying with fear,
My mind are trembling with fear,
I start thinking as to WHY..
Didn't I study throughout the year...

** Sigh **




Now the little letters dance across the pages,
Flaunt and retire, and trick the tired eyes,
Sick of the strain,
The glaring light, I rise..
Yawning and stretching,
Full of empty rage..
Oh goshh...Help me break through the ice)))))

Saturday, August 8, 2009

- It Might Be You

I came across this article a while ago and found it quite interesting and might be applicable to my life. I took a little break to share it with u...

~ What you PLANT is what you REAP...
If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap victory.
If you plant consideration, you will reap harmony.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
If you plant openness, you will reap intimacy.
If you plant patience, you will reap improvements.
If you plant faith, you will reap miracles.

But..

If you plant dishonesty, you will reap distrust.
If you plant selfishness, you will reap loneliness.
If you plant pride, you will reap destruction.
If you plant envy, you will reap trouble.
If you plant laziness, you will reap stagnation.
If you plant bitterness, you will reap isolation.
If you plant greed, you will reap loss.
If you plant gossip, you will reap enemies.
If you plant worries, you will reap wrinkles.
If you plant sin, you will reap guilt

So, be careful what you plant now, it will determine what you will reap tomorrow.

~


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